OMG!! WE LOVE EACH OTHER SO MUCH (: <3 
Sunday, September 16, 2007 12:46 AM
alright . just came back from xinen's bbq . okay . in e morning , i prepared and when i was about t leave my house ,
my small sister called me and said that she forgot to bring her stuffs .
so i took the stuffs and i thought i put it into my bag .
then i went over to look for her . and when i wanted to get the stuffs outta my
bag , i realised that it was not inside . then i was like UH OH .
so i called home and found out that i didnt brought it out . :/
okay . NEVERMIND . then went to civic to help daddy get some stuffs done ,
but in the end , i didnt . not t mention why . hahah .
then went over to th control station and waited for xiaomin as the rest were already there . she reached and then we headed t clementi and from there ,
to claire chiang's house . super super big okay ! haha .
then discussed about our year plan . first thing in hand , is to finalised
all the details for the interact camp . then blah blah blah .
went back to cwp , walked around . bought xinen a shirt w words that i wrote words ( IM GLAD THAT I HAVE BIG CUP ) and a BRA CUM PANTIES ( a paste on thing from watson). haha .then headed there , on our way saw uncle neooo .:DD
then bbq-ed . fooled around .
sang song . and i realised that im actually very sick and tired of doing plannings .
i mean like ive already gtta do it for interact and thus , im sick of doing it for my friends . i mean its not that they are not impt to me but upon seeing the others
just sittig dwn thr and the first thing that comes t your mind is " why do i have to do all these shits while they can just sit down thr and enjoy ) .
a lil selfish but i dont care la .
im just so very sick of all th everything .
i used t be the one planning for most of the stuffs .
but after awhile , i felt that its more like a take-it-for-granted thing you see .
okay . whatever . shiyu should stop all her bullshits .
i need to send today's meeting agenda to felix now .
ZZZZZZ .
sometimes , they just dont understand what i need .
they dont give me what i need ;
but provides me with what i dont .
funnny aint it ?
ive lost all hopes;
cps' i thought , ive given enough
& , i had enough .
